Friday, September 16, 2011

MS WALK



I have recently been feeling the need to learn more about my grandmas and ask them questions that I want to know while they are still healthy enough to answer them. I asked my Grandma if it'd be ok and she was more then happy to do this for me. In fact she'd already started writing about her life and she wrote about my grandpa's life, her mom's life, and her dad's life. I didn't know any of them really. My grandpa died on September 27, 1993 when I was just 10 years old. I remember him being a fun and loving grandpa who gave the best hugs. So I was excited to have the opportunity to read more about him and the person he was.


After reading what my grandma and others wrote about my grandpa I learned that my grandpa was a great man and a selfless man. He spent his life serving those in his ward and in his community. His family although at times probably didn't feel like this were the most important people to him. My grandfather's life was full of hard work, fun, and activities. However, I believe in 1976 he was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis (not sure if I spelled that right) and it quickly took it's affect on his ability to walk.


After reading about his life I can only imagine how difficult it was for him to have his ability to walk and other functions taken away from him. I read that he wished that they could find a cure for MS and I feel like I now have a new purpose in life besides being a wonderful mom and wife. This purpose is to help this cause. My first step is to participate in the MS Walk on September 24th here in Utah. I am trying to raise $200 for this and I hope I make it happen. I'm excited to go to my first walk like this, I've always wanted to go but I never felt a personal connection, which isn't a good reason but I feel more motivated now to help (it sounds horrible I know!)



I have always felt a strong connection to my grandfather and to have this opportunity to help really gives me something to look forward to. I hope this can become a tradition for me and my family.





Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Lesson in Marriage Update

Well after realizing how selfish I've been and going out on a date with my husband. We had a chance to talk about things and I got a chance to hear his side of it.

He didn't see me as being selfish he felt that little guy was just too much for me to handle so I was being more stressed out then usual. I didn't see that at all. I'm grateful that we had this chance to work it out. Life has been so much better for us and I feel like we are back to being a team. I don't feel that wall anymore and it feels so natural again just being together. I'm hoping that we can have more nights alone where we can focus on each other more and not on all the other issues like school work, baby, money, and family.

I am so much happier now and I am so glad we were able to work it out.


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My First Half Marathon


This past weekend I completed my first ever half marathon! I honestly didn't think I was going to be able to do it because my legs had been acting up the entire weeks before and I wasn't able to run more then a mile before this race. Well thanks to my awesome friend she gave me an awesome massage which actually helped me more then I could have ever imagined. I actually tried to switch to the 5k but they wouldn't let me so I sucked it up and started prepping myself for walking/running for 4 hours. I set my goals realistically doable just in case I came in last I wouldn't feel so bad.

Well it turns out I felt really good the majority of the race. My plan was to run 2 miles and walk a mile. I wasn't that good of following my plan, which I now know would've been better then trying to just run and run. My competitive side definitely took over and I figured since I'm feeling good I might as well just keep running. Around mile 9 I really started to feel it kicking my butt! After mile 9 I had to walk more then I wanted and then by mile 11 my hamstrings started cramping, I definitely learned my lesson to carry my own water. These geniouses only had 2 water stations then entire race. I had horrible cotton mouth and I really felt dehydrated. By mile 12 I was walking/jogging because I knew I only had 1.2 more to go, but my glutes and hamstrings were cramping so bad at this point it hurt just to walk. As soon as I saw that finish line I sucked it up and ran to the finish.

I finished at 2 hours and 51 minutes! This is way better then 4 hours! I was so proud of myself that when I crossed the finish line I actually started crying, it felt SO good to accomplish a goal I've been wanting to do for over a year now (I got pregnant last year so I couldn't do it). Little Guy was at my brother's house I'm sad he wasn't there at the finish line.

*Only 1 picture would upload :(


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